&i dont believe in happy ever afters.
oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.
Sunday, August 26, 2007


like tons of things are happening these days. and i can't seem to rmb them, weird. but it doesnt matter, cos i'm not actually in the mood to blog about them. but one thing, rachel is back to singapore! it's nice to have her back, and i really am impressed by her studies! omg, she can write and say chemical formulae in chinese! wth, i can't even from them with english. wowness. damn pro.

and i actually went back to gym this thursday, and it was fun! i missed gym alot, and it's a great thing to have all my team mates with me again. we did dumb things, but we don't care, as long as it's entertaining! =D i can't wait for the next one!

from today, i promise to love and care for you more than ever. sorry to hurt you, so badly.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Thursday, August 16, 2007


things are finally back to normal. and i really hope nothing goes wrong again. =D

happy 28 month, my love <3
=D

&still trying to find a happy ending

Sunday, August 12, 2007


we decided to take a 1-week break. maybe there's just too much things happening this few weeks. most of the problems are left unsolved, and both of us couldnt put things down. everything seemed fine most of the time, but when we started arguing again, we will take all those past problems up again.

hope this break will help us to think about our problems, and the next time we meet, we'll be able to talk and solve everything peacefully. it sucks that we can't celebrate our 28 months together. but i don't think any of us have the mood to, with all the problems arising. i just hope this one week will be sufficient for us to think all over again.

see you next saturday. i love you.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Saturday, August 11, 2007


such a tiring day with my cousins today! totally @.@ at the end of the day. wooo~

reach pasir ris at 9, and we went off to cycle for about 2 hours. great experience! i've got a breakthrough you know, i tompang ashley! omg, super proud of myself! haha. i never thought i could! i'm glad ashley enjoyed the ride, she even told me, "Jiu3 Yi2(as in ninth aunt), Hen3 Hao3 Wan2 Leh!" i was so happy lah! cos when her mum was cycling her, she was like -.-" throughout the whole ride! haha. heng that i didn't fall anyway!

next was bball! and i was shocked that i can dribble a ball la! tried so many new things in a single day! haha. bball was so much more tiring than soccer! cos we played soccer after that, and i felt so much more relaxed! actually i don't run much la, just just walk around and try to kick the ball. lol.

and due to such activities, i am SUNBURNT alr! lol, so red like lobster! haha.

dinner at marina south, and the food is delicious, maybe except for the desserts, they are like totally disgusting! i at that longan tofu? lol, it tasted like plain water! ewww. supposed to be going home alr, but my dad went the WRONG WAY! so he brought us, and most importantly the two twins to NIGHT SAFARI instead! lol.

i think i went to night safari so much more times than the zoo! haha. we took the tram, and later on we walked a whole round in the night safari, and who knows it was such a long journey! we walked till 12, the time night safari was supposed to close, and we were still stuck in there, and in the end, the zoo keeper walked to the entrance with us! lol. the two babies fell aslp in the end! lol.

so much fun today. and the unexpected things happened next. :(

&still trying to find a happy ending



i really had fun with you today. it's been so long since we last went out. and i really didn't regret of going out. kbox was fun, even if it was with your sis, and im glad you sang along to. =D i hope there'll be more of such kbox sessions! it's fun! the movie was great too. Rush Hour 3 was funny, and i can't stop giggling(:

can't wait for the next time to go out gai gai with you again!

&still trying to find a happy ending

Friday, August 10, 2007


i was freaked out totally ytd night! i was so afraid that i will have chicken pox la! i haven't have it, and when i have this small small dots and bites on my body, i thought junting passed it to me! omg. i can't really get to sleep last night. i was too worried, you see! heng it was just my own imagination! haha. i'm fine, i think it's just the many tiny little bugs at bishan park! they are so irritating, and there's millions of them at the field! yucks.

oh, so the cross country run was crap, maybe not for those runners. but for us, those who can't run as well, it's really a torture. just like chenying said, there's not much motivation for us to run at all, cos even we run our best, we still can't get to top 40, so why should we? but i'm glad i didnt run too, cos i got to have a small talk on the way with chenying(: and we actually walk, see the word WALK, faster than those we ran! LOL, we took a shortcut la, but i don't want anymore walks alr, the walk is alr causing me to perspire.

the principal's talk is really -.-", she even said that if the park is dirty, SHE WILL MAKE THE WHOLE SCHOOL PAY! like wth, she's always talking about money, so what's she going to do? DONATION AGAIN?! just like the aircon incident? she even said it in front of the guest of honour, like, talk sense can you. -.-

what's next? i lost my way when i was trying to go home. lena and pak meng(thx!) they wanted to bring me to amk, but i crossed the road with them, and i saw teck ghee! i thought it was teck ghee i know, where there are 55 buses to go home, and yes, it was not the area i was familiar with! arghh~ totally regret not following them! i called dear, to help me get some directions, and finally some aimless walking, i see the mrt! so damn happy, went to amk interchange to take 25! but, i saw all the zhonghua pple on buses, and i even see lena and co. LOL. but at least i know i walk as fast as they take buses, but why didn't i take the bus with them! so dumb! haha.

that's about it, searching for the way home is really much more exciting than the cross country event. =D

oh, and happ national day pple! (:

&still trying to find a happy ending

Wednesday, August 08, 2007


ooh, my last post was the 300th post! cool.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RACHEL!
u're 16! wooohoo~ just a few more hours u'll be back home! i can't wait to see you! sorry i won't be able to see u at the airport, my mum won't allow, and we've got cross-country tmr(although i won't be running anyway.)!

rachel rachel rachel rachel rachel(: lol.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Sunday, August 05, 2007


i was at the red dot design museum with jac today! it was SOOOO fun! and the things sold there really excited us! jac even told me she is panting cos she's damn excited! lol. there's really nice accessories and arty things there, and we wanted to buy everything, and i really mean EVERYTHING!

my sis has stall there too, and she gave me a necklace! omg, it cost $45 leh! so touched, but like what she said, 'No choice, you must sis ma!' haha. but the necklace is really cute. i love it man! <3


here's it. =D pretty!

and jac bought one from my sis too! its super cute!


it's called Chugga Chugga. lol

i bought another braclet too! and jac gt a pair of earrings. both are pretty! really! no bluff(: haha. and i wore the necklace deardear gave me, which is made by jac la, and the shopkeeper keep saying it's nice and wanted jac to make one for her! LOL.


my bracelet! omg, i'm in love with it! <3

and after that, we went to have our portraits! lol. i was damn paiseh and nervous! we have to sit there for 10mins w/o moving, and of cos we sat there for more than 10 mins. and it was super cold! our portraits came out alright, and i bought one of them, and jac got 2. and the one she bought was just SOOO cute! haha, i'll get her to scan for me! =D

MAAD is seriously fun! i can't wait for the next one! =D

&still trying to find a happy ending

Saturday, August 04, 2007


zhonghua has got a new VP! like finally! since mr lee left at the start of the year, there's no VP, only mrs tobias take over as covering VP. the new VP's mrs lim, and she look like mrs kong the second! omg~! really, i will believe you if you tell me they are sisters la! haha. but like clar said, mrs lim is the more well-groomed mrs koh, cos her hair is neat. haha.

anw, i think i sprain my left hand when i played frisbee during PE on wednesday. erm, maybe it's not THINK, it's real. and it's hurting like hell! arghh. i can't even wear my shorts properly, the thumb just can't use force, even i seen a sinseh ytd. crap crap.


the sinseh wrap till it look SOOOO serious. lol.

and i went to watch BIG FOOL LEE ytd, it's a play and my bro-in-law [or sis-in-law? my sis's husband la] is acting in it, so we got free tickets! i went to watch with my dad, and the play is quite boring to me. it's about 2.5h, and after the 15-min interval, i doze off for 1 hour plus. lol. and i don't understand what they trying to say at all.

i'm going to MAAD [Market of Artists and Designers] at the Red Dot Design Museum with jac tmr! there'll be lots and lots of accessories there, i can't wait! so excited about it! haha. since i'm talking about this, let me advertise my sis's website to all!

Ochacream - As healthy as ocha, as sinful as cream(:
my sis make and sell accessories online, and they are definitely pretty! check them out!
click here for Ochacream!

and my dear. lol. handsome handome. hehe =D


the cleaner. haha.


seduction. LOL! ^^

random random, i can't wait for tmr!

&still trying to find a happy ending

Wednesday, August 01, 2007


jac, cy and me went to watch alone together. lol. throughout the show, we were like AHHHing all the way! the ghost just came BOO! BOO! BOO! BOO! everywhere. haha. i really like the twist at the end of the movie, it was really unexpected. i bet jac was practically dying cos she was sitting with cy( cy kept tugging her!), when jac scream, cy scream too, and then ask, WHAT YOU SEE?! lol. i bet cy didn't watch more than half the movie, and she didnt even see the face the ghost AT ALL! haha.

after the movie, we walk walk around, and i saw this damn cute keychains! one for guy, and another for girl. i bought both la, it was ex, but i just wanted to buy it for him and myself! i was tempted, seriously. it's really pretty pretty! (:



next was food! woohoo~ i was really hungry, and the food at the basementof AMK hub is really good and tempting! waaa~ the durian pancake is really nice, and i spend my last few coins on them, and i even had to borrow money from jac. lol.

jac and me, and just 天生一对, and she's really sweet. i was just complaining (and complaining still) about the horrible condition my purse is in, and she wanted to buy a new one for me! maybe,i'm too irritating, lol, and complaing so many times a day! haha. but still, we spot the same design, same colour one at the same place! wth. she must be spying on me! or she knows me too well! =D i love her.

and i love you too, dear! <3

&still trying to find a happy ending

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